6.18 LIVING RENT FREE IN MY HEAD
It’s such a hard thing to make out. Over the past couple of months, clarity and fear have been more present than ever. My career goals and what I want or would like for myself change every day. I want to become successful; I would like to finally earn my PMP and become a highly paid project manager. I’d like to drive a nice car and have a loving family of my own to come home to.
But mentally and emotionally, I dream of becoming a woman who is kind yet tough—someone people respect and look up to. She would set boundaries and know her worth. The woman I dream of is someone I think about every second of every day. I find myself feeling ashamed of the person I am right now, longing for the future Serina, even if she is just a dream.
